June 24, 2011

through this wordd :')

im here again. 24thjun2011:)


yatieyats.yatieyats.yatieyats.yatieyats.yatieyats. is missingg someone :')
ohhellyeah . rindu lagi sama si dia. siapa si dia ? biar sy shja yg tau.
i dont knw & reaallly want to forget about si dia.
im sad & so sad kerana hati ini sgt menyayangi dia.
tidaksalahkan mencintai seseorang? yeah memg tidak salah.
hee ;D but truly , c yatie sgt menyayangi dia. 
dlm msa beberapabuln ini.. c yatie sgt tuut* kerana ingin berusaha utk melupakan si dia . dia sgt sukar utk melupakan si dia. sehingga saat ini , jam mnunjukkan 2.20 AM msa di PC yg salah* sebenarnya jam 11.11pm, hehe . opss ~ oh yaa, smpi msa ini , sy mcblum dptlupakan diaa . hard is it? its not hard , but its VERY VERY HARD ! i really want to forget si diaa , because apaa gunaa lagi kalau si diaa tidak menyukai? & sy bukn jenis memaksaa & sy seorg yg sgt lemaah dlm bab bab begini .oh blog ! terima kasih kerana medgr luahan hati saya :( 
i cry writing ths luahan * am i making ths blog for a luahan hati ?
absolutely yes . because in this cara ,i cn release my stress .


so in the end , sy sgt merindui dia .kalau lah dia tau sy sgt merindui diaa ..apaa la yg jadi aah ? ikhlas from bottom of ma heart , imiss si dia & i syang si dia sejujur2nya dlm hati syaa.
memg sy byk kekurangan & sy sedar semuaa itu .
maybee si diaa tidak sukaa dgn perangai sayaa kn?
wht cn i do kalau si diaa tidak sukaa? how hurt am i so much .
im trippingg im okay infront of my friends but inside , yeah soooo damn dammy ! wahah.


i cried again for .,i dont know howmany times i cried :')
but i take gratitude to ALLAH SWT & OUR PROPHET MUHAMMAD .
im still alivee here . syukuur . back then ,ihopee my relationship with si dia will last . 
but i knw si diaa havee pujaan hati oredy .
again ,my heart faall & my tears came down.
how weak am i kn ?
mcmana sy weak sekalipwn , sy xakan kc show & how much i remember , imiss & ilove si diaa , i will just remain silently . if si diaa tau pwn ,maybe diaa menyampah kali or rimas or i dont knw . moree hate at me ? only ALLAH now wht will si dia feel .


i gotta leave my blog for a whilee. gudni8 & salam<3

cer citee cer citeeXD

i agree with this words :)
salaaam ! salam satu malaysiaa ! 
im 'kemaskini' my blogg actually .
i've checked in my diary & i found so many email & pwd tht i wrote so i cn remember .
haha silly right ?but its helps me a lot actually . TONIGHT !
yeah tonight ! this is the nigth tht im being ALONE again:')
sad huh ? but doesnt matter because i've got my BOOK right heree:)

im listening to the COLBIE COLLAIT song- I DO:)
then how i realize its match my mood toni8.
mw dengaar ?mehlaah. hahahha XD